So after two years of not being able to write about anything, I've decided to start this blog over. I'm not entirely sure why. I guess it's my way of finally letting go of the past. So many things have changed in the past two years that I cant even begin to list them all. And now I'm back here, trying to get my thoughts out onto the screen before they take over my mind. So much has changed and yet barely anything has.
Deleting all my old posts was the right thing to do, I believe. I didn't want to read over them; some things are better left in the past. They're gone, for the best too. I think it's silly to place such a sentimental value in old thoughts. Thoughts are constantly being reviewed and changed anyway, with the addition of new information. Some thoughts never change, but more often than not our thoughts are shaped by our experiences. It may have been interesting to look back at my old posts to see the developments of my thoughts, but as I said before, some things are better left in the past. Maybe its because I'm afraid my opinions and views have changed so much that my 15 year old self would not recognise them. Or worse, that they have not changed at all.
To me, I don't think there is anything more terrifying than a mind set in its ways. No-one should be that sure.